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  • Jun. 14th, 2008 at 3:42 PM

HEY ALL!
So I've started writing material for Associated Content, and I get paid for popularity. So go click! There's not a lot there yet, but there's much, much more to come!

http://www.associatedcontent.com/user/217131/meghan_poissondewitt.html

THANKS GUYS!

wow.

  • Mar. 24th, 2008 at 2:35 PM

Wow. Look how long it's been since I've been on LJ! Been a bit hey? well, things pretty much suck. I'm ready to leave MI asap. but I don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing. Also, I need to get my meds fixed, b/c I haven't felt like myself in months. And that pretty much blows. Maybe spring coming will help hey? I also feel like graduation will. Getting the fuck out of here and finishing school sounds pretty amazing. But I don't know what to do after that, so there's that issue. But yeah. I'm going to watch anime to make myself feel better. BYES!

Dec. 17th, 2007

  • 8:27 PM

YOU STUPID CONDESCENDING BITCH! WHY THE FUCK DOES EVERYTHING REVOLVE AROUND YOU! huh?!?!? FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU DAMNIT! I'M NOT THE EVIL PERSON HERE! I'M TRYING TO DO A GOOD THING BY INVITING YOUR OTHER SON TO THE MOVIE MY BF AND I ARE GOING TO SEE. HEAVEN FORBID YOU NOT HAVE ONE OF YOUR CHILDREN AROUND FOR FAMILY TV TIME EVERY FUCKING NIGHT!!! OMG. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN DAN IS OFF GOING TO GRAD SCHOOL AND JOSH IS IN COLLEGE?? HEY? WHAT THEN? YOU'LL BE ALL ALONE EVERY NIGHT, WATCHING TV ALONE. DAN'S NOT GOING TO COME BACK EVERY NIGHT TO MAKE YOU FUCKING FEEL BETTER. NOPE. YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO MAKE FRIENDS. PEOPLE YOUR AGE. THAT FEEL LIKE DEALING WITH YOU. THEY SHOULD BE FEW AND FAR BETWEEN. AND WHY IS THAT? B/C YOU SMOTHER PEOPLE.

YOU THINK SOMETIMES COMPLIMENTING THEM AND CLEANING FOR THEM AND COOKING FOR THEM MAKES UP FOR ALL YOUR STUPID ASS BEHAVIOR? DO YOU? yELLING AT dAN B/C HE DIDN'T COOK THE FOOD EXACTLY AS YOU TOLD HIM TO, EVEN THOUGH IT TURNED OUT PERFECTLY FINE? OMG AND JOSH DIDN'T DO THE DISHES WHILE YOU WERE GONE. SO FUCKING WHAT!?!? OMG. DISHES! AND WHAT'S THIS i'M RIGHT YOUR WRONG SHIT HEY? JUST B/C YOU'RE SO FUCKING OLD DOESN'T MEAN YOU FUCKING KNOW EVERY GODDAMN THING! FUCK NO! NO YOU DON'T. YOU FUCKING THINK YOU DO, JUST LIKE MY FUCKING FATHER, BUT YOU DON'T! I DON'T WANT THE LIFE YOU HAVE. NO WAY NO HOW. i DON'T WANT DAN TO WANT IT B/C I KNOW THAT'S NOT WHAT HE WANTS. BUT YOU'VE TRAINED HIM SO WELL, GOD ONLY KNOWS HOW THE FUCK IT'S GOING TO TURN OUT! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! I DON'T LIKE YOU. NO LIES. I DON'T. YOU NEED SERIOUSLY THERAPY AND YOU NEED TO DEAL WITH YOUR CHILDREN IN A MORE PRODUCTIVE WAY. FUCKING JOSH IS SO FUCKED YOU WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH HIM!! YELLING AT IM DOES NOTHING. SO FUCKING STOP!

WEBISODES TAKE ONE!

  • Nov. 17th, 2007 at 12:18 PM






WOO Feeling ignored!

I planned a slumber party, kind of in the middle of the week.  And people were going to come.  And they bailed.  Kat went to work on P-chem.  (which I get, but it's saturday and we were going to do girl partying- so ick)  Brit and Meghan said they weren't coming up til the 2nd round of the Exorcist on AMC (so not til 2 and HALF HOURS LATER).  Bri said she just got back from the Gym and was cold and tired and was going to take a nap, so call her after the exorcist.  SO....they all wanted to meet later I guess.....but Meg and Brit LIVE A FLIGHT OF STAIRS DOWN FROM ME.  IN MY HOUSE.  But W/E.

The party yeasterday ended up being ok.  People RAVED about my rice krispies (much to my amusement, cince I fucked them up, but THAT'S why they were so good)  It was really rough for me at the Beginning.  I didn't want to be there, I felt really fat and ugly, I wasn't there to run things and people just didn't know what to do.  I got really frustrated.  And then Dan got mad at me, or I thought he did, and while walking back here to grab MORE stuff i forgot, I almost started crying.  Then Dan and I DID start fighting.  We made up, and I DID cry a little b/c I got emotional over the fact that I thought he was made at me.  SO....I probly freaked out club with an outburst about how 'I'd rather hang myself then be here right now"  I was uber frustrated and being EMO.  WHich all in all....is BAD. 

Everntually, I got everything running (EVEN THOUGH THEY DIDN"T HAVE THINGS RUNNING IN THE RIGHT ROOM AND I WAS GOING TO KILL THEM ALL!) and things started to get better.  I got to show off some decent DDR skills and be social.  I talked to Janice a lot, which was an event in itself.

THEN everything went BACK downhill.  We tried to take grou[ picks and Rach's camera went wonky- which sucks on MULTIPLE levels.  THen we used Alexis's and that was fine.  But I hopped into the picture and apparently got too close to Allison and she was freaking out about her PURCHASED wings getting crushed.  And I was like HEHE, and poked them.  And she seemed irritaed, but not HORRIBLY< so I did it again to be obnoxious and she TRIED TO RIP MYFLESH OUT!  She like grabbed/pinched my arm and i actually have a bruise.  I DON'T BRUISE EASY!!!!  I was like, THAT WAS TOTALLY UNCALLED FOR!  I told her this verbally when she did it and she snapped back, with well poking my wind was uncalled for!  So I was pissed at her for the next 20 minutes, and for some freakish reason I STILL went back into the DDR room and changed the game so she could DDR to Butterfly.  Not that I was HAPPY about it.  But I did.  So, we're taking pics and I go into the hall b/c a CS guy is there and I';m like, you can lock the doors, we'll close 'em when we leave and he said "That's gonna be pretty soon right?" or something like that, meaning, OMG, it's midnight.  SO GET OUT.  Even though the building stays openish ALL THE TIME, Unlike the KC which gets shut down at 12. So ....I was not happy.  So I whipped my Kids into a frenzy and we took all the decor down.  Then people wandered off, some of them anyway.  Michael gave me a hug when he left, a GOOD hug, and it was strange.  but not bad.  I felt like we were good friends and that was nice.  While I was taking down the PS2, I ended up chatting with ALexis and Mary and we bonded.  We were there another half hour AT LEAST before we left the building.  Then they came back to Ing and we chatted and stuff till 3:30 AM!  So now we're like UBER friends, and will hang out more, so that was the good part of things. 

That kind of wraps things up.  jamie is coming over to sleep over, so fuck everyone else.  We're going to have fun ANYWAY!

Oct. 20th, 2007

  • 10:33 PM

OH MY GOD!  EVERYONE IN THIS FAMILY IS CRAZY!!!

So.  I got to sleep in today, which rocked.  But I had creepy ass nightmares.  but W/E.

We went to dinner.  Josh spent the meal being emo and tired.  Laurie spent the meal first trying to force josh to choose something to eat, b/c that was SO important.  She actually tried to get the rest of the table to help him find something to eat!  Give him time!  SHEESH!  Then she was coddeling him and being obnoxious.  He actually layed down in the booth!  *rolls eyes*  Great, awesome family.

I told her I wasn't going to grad school, b/c she asked, and she didn't approve.  tough shit not your life.  She also wouldn't approve that face that we had sex in dan's bed last night, but that also is NONE OF HER DAMN BUSINESS.  She also didn't approve of the idea of me getting tattoos, all the more reason to get them.  I've never had to reble against my mom, since she fucking rocks, but defiantely had to rebel against her.  She so damn small minded!  Everything is only one way.  Her way.  Everyone else is wrong. 

I said how CPK has the most amazing pizza ever and she bit my head off to tell me "I;m sorry but my grandmother's was the best."  like all angry.  It was really weird!

OH.  Almost forgot.  We went to Shokolad and got chocolate.  I didn't want to sit down while everyone else did, and she told me to sit, like a was a dog, and then tried to pull the 'your part of this family, we sit around the table together' thing on me.  Well, i'm not BIOLOGICALLY related to you, so that's not gonna not fly with me.  I purposely stayed standing.  Which i eventually no longer wanted to do, but I DID b/c no, i'm not a dog, and I needed ot stand up for myself as such.

ok.  Well, that's all I can remember.

Overall, things are ok.  We kind of agree on a lot of things, and just avoid talking about things that I know will irritate her...usaully.

Laurie and Me, day one

  • Oct. 19th, 2007 at 10:20 PM

Well things are so far better than I thought they would be.  I was actually kind of happy to see Laurie, which freaked me out on MULTIPLE levels.  But I helped wrap Dave's gifts, so that was fun.  Then we tried to help Dan pick out a college ring, and that was amusing.  We agreed on a lot, but not everything.  Then she turned on Monk, and the 'you must sit and watch tv with mom for several hours each night' ritual began.  It's stupid.  She gets angsty if you ditch her.  *rolls eyes* w/e.  So she started asking questions.  She berated Dan on his face, and how I looks horrible....I don't see a difference, but she could have said something other than "it looks like someone ran over your face with cleats."  Yeah.  She really said that.  I put my arm around Dan in a non-verbal defenisive gesture.  Then she started asking me questions about school.   At one point in time we started talking about school rings again- OH!  She asked me if my parents were going to get me a school ring for college and I said No.  She's like no?  And I'm like no, I don't want one.  I mean, maybe if it was freshman year, but not now.  And she kind of got offended.  Heaven forbid I have an opinion that is different from hers!  i HATE that about her!  ARGH!  Then she asked me what classes i was taking and I told her the ones I was fer sure taking then decided that I was taking Gay and Lesbian lit and told her.  She kinda freaked.  She like, "I like the lit part, but not the gay and Lesbian."  And then proceded to ask me how I could like something like that.  I wanted to say, but resisted, I have a lot of gay ans lesbian friends.  OH, and I read YAOI bitch. There ya go.  Instead, I sat there and continued to watch monk.  She kind of stopped talking to me a bit.  Then told me something about how she'd cleaned the bathroom later on.  CRAZY WOMAN! 

yeah, I have to keep my mouth shut here.  She wouldn't approve of a LOT of things we do!

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